敏 ~~属于我的懒人日笈~~

人难做、做人难、难做人

Time flies… It has been 9 months for me to work here… Ever since I keep on searching for new job, getting offers in between, nevertheless, end up I’m still here…

Add up 3 months working experience in KL, I had been working for one year lo!! Happy birthday to my working life! Sounds like I’m so happy, in fact I am down in the dumps… Still couldn’t find an ideal job.. The job that wants me, I am not interested; the job I want, it doesn’t offer me… haha… what an intricate life cycle…

It just so hard for me to get a right job, on a right location, on the right timing, and of course with the right salary!!! I thanks to many friends always keep an eye for me the jobs available and of course the supports… I guess sure there will be 2 comments for SXXX HXXX and also JXX Hx for this post.. Notice that they always leave comments on my blog…  Thanks for being so "loyal" to me…

Anyway, I still enjoy the life now and my dissatisfaction on job is just a tiny little flaw in my life. Perfection is impossible, I guess. Wish me will get a good news soon…

近来，很少上部落格，因为不知道该写些什么，也有点懒懒的。

近来，有位朋友很难过，在爱情上并不如意，似乎他还在低潮中。。。 我不知道能够为他做些什么，感情的事，剪不断，理还乱，只希望你能尽快走出阴霾，我比较喜欢见到你阳光的笑容。。。

近来，有位朋友失业了。。。 又得重新加入找工的队伍，觉得人浮于事，想找到一份自己喜欢的工作实在是很困难。说实在的，要在兴趣与面包之间得到平衡，是有点高难度，因为我自己也正在寻觅当中。。。

也许，我们都要有小强精神，打不死的精神，那么或许可以在不久的将来，得到一份自己喜欢而又可以养活自己的事业。

近来，有位小姐要去参加Astro新秀大赛，希望我能在我家的电视上，听到你美妙的歌声，因为我经已忘了你曾在Fire唱的那首歌。。。 希望你会成功咯。。。。

近来，在汶莱的小姐，别老是为在convo 上穿什么衣服烦恼， 别老是想上台会摔跤，不然到真正的convo时，你真的会出洋相哦。。。。

就这样，BYE BYE!!

..今天，一打开mail，OMG！Air Asia 又有大减价！RM0.30 per trip叻！我的天，这么大的诱惑，好想飞去KL 血拼一番。无奈，亮的时间已经排得满满，无法抽空去，自己去又有点孤单，我只好在laptop前，不停的lao nuo。。

只好自我安慰，这样的offer常常会有，无所谓！

最近，＂朋友们＂ －－ Jen Ho，SH 都迷上了玩MAPLE STORY，我也去凑凑热闹，可是，也许是我没有她们那么有童真，玩了几天后，就有点显了。。。还是玩我自己download的game更好玩。哇哈哈！

牙龈的疼痛，终于烟消云散了。。。无疼无痛原来也是一种幸福，因为吃东西时，可以尽情享受，大快朵颐一番。半夜，也不用睡不好。。。

无聊的我，期待着我的旅行，期待亮明天的回来，期待我的新工作。。。

新年过了，人变得更懒了。有时候，会从戏里学一些人生的道理。难怪人说人生如戏，戏如人生。以前，总会觉得戏里的故事，会不会太夸张了，也许现实社会根本就不会发生。但是，随着年龄的增长，逐渐会发现，周遭的事物，其实就是戏里的重演。

为什么会有这么大的感触？我也不知道。。

也许，因为我刚踏入人生令一个阶段，正式渡过四分之一的世纪，觉得自己有点老了。。哈哈。。。

人生其实就是一门学问，一门哲学。个人有个人自己的见解，自己过人生的主张。(哈哈，真是有点无聊！！)

Sigh, recently got really bad luck…. Car being banged by people.. That auntie thought I go out from the junction already, and "kiss" my little whity back… Anthony and I were just like playing bumper car. Shock! haha.. Anthony went down with black black face, until that auntie din dare to come out from car. I saw the car got nothing obvious damage then just go. Who knows, when go back home, anthony carefully check got slight damage on the back.. sien….

This morning when driving to work, heard from radio, the previous police head, datuk ma i think died caused by fighting with the burglars.. sigh.. then come to office heard another bad news again…

New year is just around the corner..  Hope more good fortunes coming and bad lucks all go away!!! At least, tomolo is valentine’s day and also my niece wedding plus anthony is coming back also… will have good luck liaw gua…

兩個不如意的年輕人，一起去拜望師父：師父，我們在辦公室被欺負，太痛苦！求你開示，我們是不是該辭掉工作，兩個人一起問。

師父閉著眼睛，隔半天，吐出五個字："不過一碗飯"，就揮揮手，示意年輕人退下。

才回到公司，一個人就遞上辭呈，回家種田，另一個郤沒動。日子真快，轉眼十年過去了。
回家種田的以現代方法經營，加上品種改良，居然成了農業專家。另一個留在公司的也不差。他忍著氣，努力學，漸漸受到器重，成了經理。

有一天兩個人遇到了，奇怪！師父給我們同樣"不過一碗飯"這五個字，我一聽就懂了，不過一碗飯嘛，日子有什麼難過？何必硬巴在公司？所以辭職。

農業專家問另一個人：你當時為何沒聽師父的話呢？我聽了啊，那經理笑道：師父說："不過一碗飯"，多受氣，多受累，我只要想：不容易溝通的主管、和不好相處的同事，到處都可能碰得到，不過為了混碗飯吃，少賭氣，少計較，就成了，師父不是這個意思嗎?

兩個人又去拜望師父，師父已經很老了，仍然閉著眼睛，隔半天，

答了五個字，"不過一念間"，然後揮揮手…..

是不是很有意思呢？很多事，真的是一念之間啊…?事情好壞難論斷，端看自己的心如何去轉化了。

新年只剩下一个星期了，时间真的是过的很快。不知不觉，亮去kk也有２个星期，也快要回来了。。。。。 这个月份，真的是太忙碌了。忙工作，忙打扫，忙帮妈妈办年货，忙着买侄女结婚礼物。。。每个周末，时间都是排的满满的，有点晕头转向。。。。

有点显。。。因为都
没有时间可以给我懒懒的睡他一个大觉！现在真的是晚睡早起，脸上的豆豆也多了很多….

所幸，新年有长假，可以好好的休息。而我也只工作到年二十九，所以，到时候可以好好的做个好吃懒作的猪。。反正是猪年嘛！

期待下个星期的到来，期待新年，新年新希望，新年新气象，愿一切都会有新的开始，当然，不是指感情啦。。。愿大家都快快乐乐, 新年进步, 恭喜发财，万事如意，哈哈！

Oops， 还有情人节快乐！！

为什么这么伤心？因为，＂他＂让我感到痛撤心痱，好想就这样放弃＂他＂了。。。。

臭牙，出干招，无原无故的隐隐做痛，还苦了刚好有点不舒服的我。。。。还好昨晚买了药，吃了没那么疼。我觉得牙疼是最刁钻的，疼的时候，会牵引着你的情绪，让你的心情比锅底还黑。。。 那种痛，可以让你吃不下，睡不着，绝对可以媲美失恋之痛！

哈哈，还好现在雨过天清了。。。 一不疼的时候，就跑去吃了roti canai 和 satay，真的是不知死活。。。希望别再复发了，好好的在我嘴里生活下去吧！我不想带＂你＂去看牙医，而我也很害怕，哇哈哈哈。。。。

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. 

She said:  "How is my little boy ?  Is he going to be all right ?  When can I see him ?"

The surgeon said, "I’m sorry.  We did all we could, but your boy didn’t make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ?  Doesn’t God care any more ?  Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ?  One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he’s transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son.  She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 

"Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes.  The nurse cut a lock of the boy’s hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy’s idea to donate his body to the University for Study.  He said it might help somebody else.  "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, ‘Mom, I won’t be using it after I die.  Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." 

She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold.  Always thinking of someone else.  Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children’s Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. 

She put the bag with Jimmy’s belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult.  It was even harder to enter the empty house. 

She carried Jimmy’s belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son’s room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them.  She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke.  Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. 

The letter said :

"Dear Mom,

"